i love the feeling
of my hallowed breath leaving
my heavy chest
the way i welcome
the waves and waves
of streams falling
from my eyes
i don’t turn away
from the jagged cracks
that were placed against
my pale skin only to be re-opended
and the siren red tear that leaks
doesn’t make my stomach turn anymore
ive invited all the monsters
that were boxed in the hole
of my closet for tea
they remind me how pain
is really all in my head
they danced, laughed
and cleared me of my nonsense
they put me to sleep
and went to back to hide
a little further back
so i couldn’t reach the pain
i love to feel and i whisper
“take me with you“