I’m not one for words
but can
form sentences
to explain the buzz i
feel at the sight of your name
describe the rush
of heat in my cheeks
that time you wore
purple and those eyes
stared back at mine
the wave of ease i felt
sitting across the booth
making me smile
or meeting your eyes
to find a laugh in silence
you are the grand
unexpected , unraveling
feeling
more then you can see in yourself
i can still feel you staring back
at me
i miss you in intangible ways
so i write in reality
we are never going to be
making it absolute
wishing
it could be so different
yet i know this story so well
formulated feelings in
the form of words
has only pushed people away
so here is me pushing you away
i already knew how it would end
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